I'm going on a lil hiatus from LJ.
Might be for a few days or a few weeks, idk.
Until i can get things back on track.
I'm self-destructing. Slowly.

I'm sorry to those people I may have hurt, im sorry for not being strong enough.
I just need to explode right now. You know what I mean, right?
If you are important, you can call or txt if you want. I'll do my best to keep up.

Be back later, i love you all. xoxo

Idk how i missed this on myspace b4~ XD
but i skipped a lot of Miyavi's blog posts last month, and since i was bored i went back read them and...
wow, lolz~

lets unite. Current mood: peaceful   i got some fanmails which said that someone wrote that i was a gay or something, and i checked the comments on my page.   my dear fans, thank u for defending me. but i dont want u to attack him or use some bad words like what im always using.lol   u guys know that im not so weak. my staff checks the comments and gets rid of comments that shouldnt be on there everyday.   and im assuming that he wants me to be a gay and to divorce or sleep with him.lmao     that's it.     lets just think of everything in a positive way!!     anyway thanks for thinking about me everyone.   i love u everyday.     tonite, ill specially show u guys this logo for my fanclub C.W.I.F. -Co-miyavi Worldwide International Family-.     i strongly felt that i wanted to make a big family in the world when i got the news of my baby.     so please lets unite, and shake hands with the one who is next to u.

I could say a lot of things about that but... to be respectful, i will just keep them to myself.. >w>
(and just IM all my friends later and talk about how wrong this entry is... XD; )


gay gay gay...
>>

and btw, whats up with that emblem~? XD;
can it get any less japanese~? >>;

And, one last thing~!  WTH is up with his new song "SuperHero"~?
the beginning gives me a sick feeling in my stomach for some reason... D:
I'm sorry to his fans but.... damn... what happened to his music~? XD; 
i liked everything he's put out so far, but this... this is just... oh, god no... just.. no....
its like he's trying to be pop.. but not the good kinda pop, ya know~? ^^;
HE CANT SING IN THIS SONG. THERE~! I SAID IT~!!
*shot*

/complaining

Edit: uploaded the song to Imeem, so you will know what im talking about.... =/

		I will marry Maya.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in bathtub in our fabulous Apartment.
		We will have 50 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a purple gay bicycle.
		I will spend my days as a J-rocker, and live happily ever after.

Title :: 「Head Games」 (needs a new title!)
Chapter :: 1/??
Band(s) :: LM.C, Miyavi
Pairing(s) :: Miyavi/Maya/Aiji (maybe some Myv/Kai later)
Ratings :: PG - NC-17
Warnings :: Adult Language, Adult Concepts, Male/Male sex later on... & FOR GOD'S SAKE, WATCH OUT FOR THE CRACK~! 
Disclaimer :: All publicly recognizable characters, settings, etc. are the property of their respective owners. The original characters and plot are the property of the author. The author is in no way associated with the owners, creators, or producers of any media franchise. No copyright infringement is intended.
Synopsis :: “Separately, both men’s behavior was on a level Aiji could tolerate. But, together they were incredibly mischievous. A regular duo of deviants, as Aiji often referred to them as.”
Notes :: As requested, a Miyavi/Maya/Aiji fic. This is only first chapter, and I already know this is going to be full of crack and stupidness by the time I'm done... ^^; Only crazy people would bother to read through this... lolz~
Any feedback would be much appreciated, however~
This fic also needs a new title~ i just picked that one for the sake of it having a title... Any ideas~? XD;
And should i even bother translating this to Spanish...? probably, i would say no... 8D;
 

( “What in the world do you two think you’re doing!? And in my kitchen, no less!” )

Why do I keep forgetting to link to this~? XD;
Inner self: because you've been slacking off everything to watch anime recently~! D:<
Me: STFU~ D:
Inner self: GTFO
Me: ....? ;~;

WTF THIS IS GETTING WEIRD....

Anyways~! Maya-chan~!!! *glomp* he is the only thing my obsession has not died for over the years... T//////T So beautiful and majestic... my love burns for you like the flame of that lesbian on Iron Chief American~
...*cough*
so, the newest Chat Show came out a lil while ago~ 8D
LM.C are looking pretty snazzy in their new outfits, which i have grown to love recently~ <3 Even if they kinda of kill my eyes with those bright contrasting colors~ *w*

AND WTF DID I SAY SNAZZY~?? DX
ZOMG I SO DID....
AND I FUCKING LOVED IT.... DD:

So yea~!! Maya and Aiji goodness~ :D *is so putting this on her iPod tonight*

LOLZ, SILLY LJ. THE ANSWER IS SO OBVIOUS~!





Who doesnt find personal strength is that adorable face~? WHO, I ASK YOU~??
Hitler... that's who~! D:

So, what have we learned?

Hitler = boo!  D:<
Maya = yey! 8DDD

Okay so i was just looking at the little girls that posted video entries for the How Nyappy Are You? An Cafe contest and... wow... some were cute, some were kinda painful and some were.. eh... XD;;

Anyways, out of all the ones i saw, this one actually made an impression on me~



This girl is the cutest one entering the contest, i swear~ XD
and its funny cuz i think i have developed some sort of crush on her, yet she doesnt even talk at all in the video.. o.o;
and i tried to look for a way to contact her but it looks like she just got her youtube account just for posting this video so... >w>;
she should totally win~! she seems way cool and adorable~ 8D
And this is coming from a person who isn't exactly a big fan of An Cafe~ XD;;

It's actually pretty good~ :3
I still miss the old Gazette, but even if they sound more mainstream now, they are still my favorite jrock band~ (as fangirly as that sounds... o.o; )
Anyways, the Gazeboys all look very nice in this PV, but there needs to be more shots of Reita~! >.<
And I LOVE Ruki's hair~ ive never seen it this blond before.. OwO
i missed blond!Ruki and now he and Reita have the lightest hair in the band, yay~ >w<
The PV itself is better than LEECH, in my opinion, and kinda reminds me a tiny bit of something Tim Burton would do.. XD If he were to direct a GazettE video... lolz~

It took me forever to upload this, but if someone out there hasn't downloaded it yet, it'll be worth it~ XD;
If any links die, tell me so I can re-up them~

the GazettE - DISTRESS AND COMA [PV] .avi
Release date: 3.25.09
HQ - FULL PV
Downloads:
{ MediaFire } { 4shared }

the GazettE - DISTRESS AND COMA [PV] .mp4
Release date: 3.25.09
(should work on all iPods)
HQ - FULL PV
Downloads:
{ MediaFire }

Don't forget to buy the new single
when it comes out March 25~!
And i would also like some Ruki and Reita icons of this PV, if anyone wants to make me some~ >w>